O.K. Let me clarify something. I am fine. I am just going through a time. That's all. I'm just reflecting on things and realizing different things about my life. Good bad and both. I'm not going to jump off a bridge or anything, I just have a lot of frustration. I'm truly happy about things and how my life is. I really couldn't have pictured a better husband or children. I have great friends and family and even a wonderful chruch. I thank the Lord everyday for that.